My mind is a mess

Empty of all rational and coherent thought
Filled with words
and numbers
and colours
and shapes

The patterns still form in my mind
But I no longer know what they mean

My thoughts are jumbled

The words don't match
The shapes don't rhyme
The numbers don't fit
The colours don't add up

It doesn't make sense anymore
Once upon a time it did
But no more

I am jumbled

I can't think
Can't write
Can't create

I am numb