Sometimes when I close my eyes, I can see myself more clearly than if I were staring straight into a mirror. I see me, floating. Nothing above me, nothing below me. It’s pitch black, but I’m not afraid. Somehow I welcome the darkness and embrace it. I’m surrounded by music, this wonder symphony plays on and on and I’m caught up in it. Then out of nowhere, the sun begins to rise, blanketing the dark sky in a  crimson red and filling me with the purest light. Then I see below me the bluest deepest ocean. The water is so clear, that I can see fish and whales and other sea creatures swimming below me. That’s what I want it to be like when I open my eyes. I want to be free. Who I am in real life is a façade. The real me, is that girl, flying as free as a bird into that sunrise. Nothing above me, nothing below me..........