he brings you flowers to surprise you

gets all addicted and thinks this girl is some amazing life affirming thing

after the novelty wears off he’s left coping with ‘crazy’

i think i could settle down but i need to go a bit mad first

she said ‘he seemed to think having me watch him and his housemate play videogames was acceptable’

i said i would kill him for you

i want the best bits, i want the perfect life, i want what we used to be

this lovely soft focus image in my head, a rose-tinted picture of us having two gorgeous children and being a proper family….

 something i always lusted after

i can't live in a house where everything goes back on its hanger at night

too much too  young

 for blissful domesticity

i cried. he said 'there's no point crying.. because it's true'....
and then i cried some more, because it WAS true

but now i'm worried, as i haven't cried yet.

see if i live okay without him, being with him all the time.

even when i'm thinking the hardest i'll still think in cliches

i want to be listened to... i'm a spoilt little child

im drinking wine, from a tumbler, with a straw.

try not to get too down

it WILL get better