All I want to do is cry
But no matter how hard I try
Nothing comes out
As if my eyes are dry

Thinking to myself when I'm alone
All those things you told me over the phone
Tore my heart in two
But did you care or even have a clue

You made me feel as if I was a loser
But all you were was an abuser
I still have all the scars
But no one really knows so far

All I want to do is forget
More happened then I'd like to admit
All of the pain that caused
I can't believe I didn't see all your flaws

Everything you put me through
I just pretended it wasn't true
I didn't want to believe
That all you did was deceive

I wish I could go back
Before my heart began to crack
When I actually felt happy
Now I feel so crappy

I can't believe I couldn't see
When I was with you I would never be free
All I was, was a toy to youNothing you said was ever true
When I thought we were overI got the e-mail in November

All about how I'm nothing an no one cares
All over again my heart began to tare
What I feel now is because of you
Right now I feel so blue

Do you know how much I hate myself
Or was that your plan all along?
I don't know how I'll get through this
Or if I ever willI will try as hard as I can
But this was never the plan