I can't feel anymore
I was once tore up
But now I can only feel nothing

You death woke me up
I realized something
I could only grasp it

Days, weeks, months
It all came rushing back
I saw your smile

I knew now you were dead
No life stirred in these ashes
You no longer existed

It hurts suddenly now
I can no longer see you
I can never meet you

I could call you name
But you could never answer
I can try to reach you

What if you are here with me?
What if you are stuck in limbo?
But that is worse than being dead

It's kinda sad
I never got to say 'Hello'
Or even a 'Good-bye'

I guess I can say both
'Hell and good-bye for now.'