Fellpony's
story about how she became "horsey" inspired me to dig up this story written several years ago.
Whenever November 27 comes around, I think
back to a very skinny freckled eleven year old girl who wanted
nothing more than to have her own horse. Every inch of my bedroom
wall had posters of horses, all my shelves were filled with horse
books and horse figurines and my bed piled with stuffed horses.
Everything but the real thing out on the small acreage we lived
on. We had a small shed, not a real barn, and no fences, and
though I was earning money as best I could picking berries and
babysitting, I was a long way away from the $150 it would take to
buy a trained horse back in those days. I dreamed horsey dreams,
mostly about golden horses with long white manes, hoping for that
day when it would become real for me.
When a local radio station's Saturday
morning horse news program announced their "Win a
Horse" contest, I knew I had to try. The prize was a
weanling colt, part Appaloosa, part Thoroughbred, and the contest
was only open to youth ages 9 to 16 years old. I was to write a
250 word or less essay on "Why I Should Have a Horse".
I worked and worked on my essay, crafting the right words and
putting all my heart into it, hoping the judges would see me as a
worthy potential owner. My family took me to visit the colt, a
fuzzy engaging little bay fellow who was getting plenty of
attention from all the children coming to visit him, and that
visit made me even more determined. I mailed in my essay and
waited.
On November 27, 1965, I got up early to
listen to the program that was always featured on the radio at 8
AM on Saturday mornings. They said they had over 300 essays to
choose from, and it was very difficult for them to decide who the
colt should go to. I knew then I didn't have a chance. They had
several consolation prizes for 2nd through 4th place, so they
read those essays, all written by teenagers and my heart was
sinking by the minute. Then they said they were going to read the
winning essay. The first sentence sounded very familiar to me,
but it wasn't until several sentences later that I realized they
were reading my essay, not someone else's. I leaped and shouted
and woke up my whole family, including my dad, who opened one
eye, looked at me, and said, "I guess I better get a fence
up today, right?" That little
bay colt came home to live with me the next day. Over the next
few months he and I learned together, as I checked out horse
training books from the library, and tried every different
technique in addition to joining 4H. By the time he was two, I
was sitting on him, and by age three, I had earned enough to buy
a saddle and was riding him on my own. Though he was not a
golden-colored horse, he was my horse and I loved every inch of
him.
When I went off to college, I found him
a new home with someone who was able to care for him and he
continued a happy life as I spent the next 13 years of my life
living in the city. The horse dreams still swept me up as I spent
hours in book stores poring over horse books and learning about
various breeds. I knew I'd had my one special "gift" by
winning my first horse, so the next horse I would have to earn on
my own. I worked long hours, many nights and many holidays,
earning what I could to eventually move from the city and own
some land for a future horse and a future family. And along the
way, I found a farm boy also "stuck" in the city and
together we worked on building our dream. We bought our farm a full two years before we
actually could afford to leave our city jobs behind to move
there. In the meantime, I had opened a book in one of my
bookstore visits, and there were my golden dream horses, running
wild through green mountain meadows, their white manes and tails
streaming out behind them. I bought that book in a heart beat,
and began my search for the magical Haflinger. Within a month of
our moving to the farm, on November 27, 1985, our first Haflinger
joined us.
Twenty years separated my first horse
from my second horse, but November 27 represents the date I was
able to realize my dreams. As I clean the barn every morning, I marvel at the privilege it is to work to raise
these beautiful horses. They own me, heart and soul. I will do
whatever I must to help this dream come true for others who have
known that someday, there must be a golden (or any color) horse in their future.
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