The art of giving and love doesn't expect anything from the other person. My personal experience. Hope you will enjoy reading it and give me your valuable feedbacks...
One wonders at times, when luck is smiling on you. That is what is happening with me right now. I have met two different girls, one is an upcoming star while the other has made a good beginning in cinema. I met them casually for interviews and since then, we have shared great bonding. They are cute, pretty and I really don't know why they like my company? However, I just love being with them!
It is not love, neither it is lust but there is definitely something that has attracted us towards each other. Being with model turned actress is just amazing and how time flies... we really wonder every time we meet! Chatting for hours, pulling each other's leg and caring for each other to bring out the best among each other... ends up in four hours of meeting. I like her and I am sure she likes me too! Love? Well, I really don't expect because I know it is very difficult to love starlets...whose only ambition is to see themselves as STARS of the future! However, I cannot deny the fact that I love giving her my time, my spirituality, my encouraging words and love (what if she doesn't care)...honestly without expecting any thing from her. Just being with her, makes me feel loved! Where this will lead us...I really don't know! But, yes! I m enjoying loving her from my heart...that is what I call love without really expecting anything from her. Tomorrow she may become a big STAR and then may be she may never have time for me but my love? It will be the same just like we humans feel happiness engulfing us,when we see the twinkling stars lit up in sky every night!
The actress who made her great debut in cinema is sooooo cute, that I can adore her all my life from afar. She sizzles on screen and in reality she is such a simple girl, that I really enjoy spending time with her. In fact, we had a beautiful meeting...I usually SMS stars for an appointment for an interview. Her film was releasing and so I had to interview her. My first SMS was never replied, so a second SMS went to her. I was much surprised as she called me for an appointment. Needless to say, we hit it off with our first meeting. And since then we have been together all the time...that is when she is not shooting and I m free. What I like and love about her is, her focus to achieve stardom at all cost. She sleeps, eats and breathes cinema and unlike other stars that I have interviewed and interacted with...she is not superficial...at least with me. I love cooking for her because she enjoys good food. All because I love her...I love to surprise her with flowers or else something or the other... and seeing a smile on her face (100% genuine) gives me a joy and fills my heart with love. Does she love me? Well, I know - it's a big NO! So why I love her? You may ask me!
Simple! Giving without expectation is love! And yes, so what if she doesn't love me...I love her. No expectations from her (no, I m not lying) because I know deep down she loves me for who I am. Yes, she has taken my interview too and I have told everything about me...the beauty is that she has accepted me to be a part of her life, the way I am. We both enjoy talking to each other about everything that we can think of. Dreams shared, love exchanged in its own forms without really telling each other I LOVE YOU! Well, this is the real beauty when you love someone. People who say I LOVE YOU, are the people who are expecting something from their partner. People who love are much happy giving time, caring, and being with each other. The beauty of love lies in giving without expecting anything from the other person.Because love always knows how to give... and giving is a joy that is seldom enjoyed in its truest forms.
Where these two will take me? I really don't know but I know surely, I can never stop loving them. Because I enjoy giving and no, I will not be shattered when they will ditch me, when they become BIG STARS! I will find another beautiful and start loving again! Till then, give...give and enjoy the bliss of love!
Johnny D
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