hi...my first time writing anythin...sooo go easy on me...these are just my thoughts on things..thank you

THOUGHTS
Volume 1

The thing which i wanted to write about or the thought that keeps recurring in my mind is "Society". Now when i say the word "society" what thought or images pops up to your mind. What is the first feeling you get when you hear the word "society"....i really want you to think about that. Because the first thought or image that comes to my mind is perfection. I wouldnt know how much of you would agree to that. But the reason i chose the word perfection or the why that word poped up was because all i see in this world or society are perfectionist. Dolls that are trying to look perfect for others...so those others wouldnt comment on how they behave or how they look. Do you agree????? If you do then you must have some run in with society. Well i have, i come from a very introvert society or background, meaning say if my mom got divorced, then we would be the outcast of our society. But i always wondered, you knw i can sit here and talk about how the society can judge me, but never thought to consider once in my life...until now that, what i am doing now....condeming the society, is what they did to me and my mom. I have become them. i know i am contradicting myself here. All i want the people of this world to understand is that you dont have to be perfect to be loved or understood...
I asked one of my friends... a question, if the world was filled with individual thinkers (like me hehe..you know what i mean or you), do you think the world would survive. Do you think their would be chaos or order!!! i think there would be chaos all over the place... the reason why i say it is because everyone would think of somthin and not agree on anything...thats why i hate to say it..but we can hate the soceity as much as we want.. but we need it in order to survive. We need some kind of artificiall perfect world that we can strive for in order to survive in this world.

This might not be even a topic to talk about, but i was watching the one tv series last night, and it showed how a some students went and took a car of one of their teachers and stuck it up a flag pole. Now i laughed at that thinking that was funny. But then it got me to start thinking. What if it were my car. Then would i be laughing with the rest of them or would i want some justice. Now how does justice play into this, it does not because it is just a prank done by some students, so the police just lets it go. Now what if i went and took a military tank and stuck it up a pole. In retribution to a protest for destruction of all war machines. Then wouldnt their be retribution to pay. Their will be a big investigation onto who or why they did it...not even a who or a why, it would be just get the people behind this in custody for questioning. Now from the student who is let scott free for pulling that prank and a protestor who believes that tanks and other military war machines should be destroyed, which one do you think is likely to condemned??????.
I know i went way off topic on this one...but one other thing that popped up would have been, when is it alrighr to laugh at others. I started to think about this when i said i was laughing at the car stuck at the pole. At the same time, if the car had been mine i would have been furious. So when is it alright to laugh at someone???!!!...i will stop with that Questing in mind...i will write my thoughts about that topic some other time...thank you for reading my boring thoughts.