Winter bliss, night befall

I sit by my bedside and pray

That my true love will come back someday

I sense his touch

I sense his yearning

But indulgence sweeps me up to see

That he will never be

Oh how I long his burning eyes

His gaze penetrating through mine

But when chills creep up my back

I think of the time he will crack

For it wasn't my fault he didn't love me enough

But I just got what I wanted; pay back