i keep on walking forward,
but it seems as if im going in circles.
because i end up in the same place,
as i was before yesterday.
im stuck in one spot and have no idea how to move on.
something is holding me up,
which i cannot notice.
if i make a move,
im pushed backwards.
i want to leave the past behind,
but it feels like im stuck to it.
there is something disturbing me,
that i cant escape,
and that i cannot discover
at this moment.