I beg you let me be,
for peace I shall not
have. Yet I cannot help
but cry for your soul.
I loved you once and wanted
to be with you, but for
me to make that mistake
again is death.
I wish to be free of
you plague which
you call love; which
I call doom. You do not
love me but another.
You love her with
all your heart and I
don't wish to see it.
My mind is made,
do not ask of me
to change it. I will
be gone by morning's
light. Do not morn me,
I am not dead. Just
celebrate the life you
will share with her.
I asked you once if you
truely loved me and you
said no. I wish not
a part of this. Dare
you to dream of me
but I shan't be back
ever. Live your life and
I...I shall live mind.
Go to her, seek what
you want but I won't
be there to whitness
a thing. Tis she or
I. Tis weeping or
anger for the likes
of me. I care not to
have your love anymore.
My life, gone. It took
flight, in the fall, it will not
be back. Not even in
Spring. Just please do not
lie and say you love me.
I know you do not.
I cannot bare to
hear your lying words
anymore. I cry to much
for my sole. I will
not love you for I
know you don't love
me. I cannot have a
feeling for you or t'is I
who is destroyed. I do
not ask alot, only
that you stop the
lies. I was yours
once and you gave
me up for her. Now
the hope for
a blissful marriage
with you is gone. You
blew it away. Blew it
away like said on a
table. But you cannot
care for I shall not
let you.
It doesn't matter anymore,
my heart doesn't. It means
nothing to you. What i do with
my life is not yours to know. I
wish not hell
for you but a long long
life with someone whom
you truely love. I will
not be there to see it,
any of it. I want to kill
her. She had love and
she took it for granted.
She chewed it up and spit
it out without thought.
I cannot prove my worth
for I have none. The
she-dog took my joy and
snuffed it like the bitch
she is. One day she shall
know that that was her fatal
mistake. You see, my dear,
I hath put put an unlucky
bit of a charm on her.
With nothing, I have
nothing to lose. I don't
even want my heart to
keep beating. I want it
to just stop. When it
does I shall know she is
dead. I am unforgiving in this
area of my life. And she
hath played a dangerous
game with her life. But
I will be the victor in this.
This war is ending soon.
She is a knit if I
ever saw one. Her death
will be a good omen
upon her head. I
have cursed her life
and her union. I am
evil and evil is not to
be messed with. I
hath choked her
union with you of life
and now her life.
I am the cause of her
ailing heart. I am the
cause of the stopper
in your union with
her. I am the witch
who hath slain the
dragon and the handsome
prince. But you are safe
from me. You are safe
from my anger. I am the
anger behind the forse
that some call the devil.
But there is no devil.
T'is only I driving man
and woman alike into
my lovely hole in the earth.
One day you shall wind up
in that hole too but
until then you are safe.
I will kill her if I get the
chance. So think wisely.
Keep her away from me.