I must post this, though I am painfully aware that it may appear to some that I have come back as JohnnyD, determined to preach some gospel or other, trite, pious etc...

Please understand that this is something I had to write because of some very difficult events in my life in the last few days.  It is a purgative, an emetic, verbal ipecacuanha - it probably has no merit whatsoever.  I must write it to move on, to come to terms with the fact that hatred has taken my family.