Here i sit in a world of my own
First time in years i don't feel alone.

The clock is ticking oh so loud
It's overpowering my silent sound.

The silent sound of silence in my head
No noise, the children are in bed.

I need to find a soulmate, someone who cares
Someone to cuddle instead of my teddy bear.

Don't get me wrong i enjoy my own space,
Yet sometimes its a lonely place.

No adult conversation for days on end
Only humor in a text from a friend.

But deep down, deep down inside
No-one knows the feelings i tend to hide.

Out bursts of aggression when i lose control
Control of my true feelings within my soul.