I want to be
alone.
Let me be, let me die,
let me have a moment
to myself.

There's love just not
the love i thought it was.
Is that it?
Stop me please
if i'm wrong.

Let me breathe, allow
the hate to grow
and then subside.
Just give me a chance
to heal.

Let me lie here fetal
and futile.
I'm not your friend, I
never was, I love you
I don't like you.

Let me forget, let it be
forgotten, it's not easy
to forget what you have.
Stop pretending
that I'm fine.

Give me the grace
so that I may carry on.
You've let me go
now please release me.
Let me ascend.

Let me be misery itself,
solitude and worthless,
endo-loathing and exo-loathing.
Let me die
so that I may live again.